Beautifully Broken

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

for all you unconcerned people who probably might not be very important people in my life if you dont know about this,


to sum it up:

minimalist approach this time. super few things in my room (except the family of toys hurhur). my wardrobe is freaking pathetic. i must bring more clothes here, i feel so deprived. yikes did i just say that. and i only brought TWO bags here. can you believe it. TWO. sigh. best of all, NO FOOD IN MY ROOM. yes ive changed, no more gluttony. alright theres just one bar of chocolate now but since its from the bf its not counted.

im aching all over cos of ibg basketball yday despite it was my first day being back, apparently it wasnt a valid excuse (haha) i tried to hide my sports shoes but it was to no avail. and i realised my stamina is damn bad now and im a plop of fats. (yes thank you all hallers who said my face got chubbier. that is SO cute i know)

am feeling very homesick now. or rather scv-sick, goodfood-sick, privatetoilet-sick, maid-sick. yes i hate cleaning my own room. so sue me. ok la i miss my mummy n daddy n the sister who kopes my bags n clothes once im away. and my table even. tsk i have no place in the house anymore.

the food in hall got better cos of the different caterer (thankgoodness!) and im now subjected to less peer pressure to go down for every single activity and have more time to rest n sit in front of my laptop to do crappy things like blog incoherently.

ive not gone down for supper so far. its such a huge acheivement im so proud of myself. (ok i know its just the second day, but still)

food at kent ridge campus is ten gabillion times better than btc's, though i heard arts canteen is closing!!!

if the shuttle bus timings dont get more reliable i will totally send an email or call somebody to complain. (and the damn wireless in MPA too. screwit)

and ive been seeing/hearing/receiving alot of surprised stares n "hey you're back!!" from people here, yes thankyouverymuch i AM indeed back. so everyone is welcome to give me a welcomeback gift which could be anything like food/drinks/cash. yay.

10:12 PM

Saturday, August 26, 2006

what do you do,

when you have so much to say, yet the words stop at your lips,
when you have so much to ask, yet not the courage to hear the answers,

when your heart beckons you to follow, yet the mind holds you back,
when you know you have no place in this semi-charmed world, yet struggle to stay afloat?

what should you do?

me, i took the chance, for reasons of which some i know of, some i do not.
and i think, maybe,
i should start trusting, and maybe,

you will never let me down.

4:14 AM

Saturday, August 19, 2006

MM says...

'The Singapore that we had - very orderly, very wholesome, very clean - is not good enough,'


Tourists nowadays enjoy entertainment such as the topless cabaret show Crazy Horse and the popular nightspot, Ministry of Sound.
'So we must have more of these,'

so now orderly wholesome clean, our supposedly pride in the past, just doesnt cut it no more. but will be being less decent do the job?

11:12 AM

Sunday, August 13, 2006

the past couple of days saw the finishing touches of matric week, the longest-ever-to-start bbq fire, much gay, and much love. school's starting in slightly over 24 hours. i have this much time to convince myself life aint a bitch with work (again) n school will rock my socks.

12:57 AM

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

i'm sorry.
i'll be good from now on, cross my heart.

12:32 AM

Monday, August 07, 2006

operation spring cleaning part 2 is currently on hold till further motivation.

anyhooooos, watch Click everybody! yeah i know its supposed to be a brainless comedy but i think its funny and more worth your moolah than mr super red underwear returns. plus i like adam sandler. he has this unique way of doing his lines. so just rest your brain cells for once n watch Click!

inauguration tmr. i cant believe i have to go for it. for my own year as a freshie i didnt even go for a single one of them. not nus inaug, not law inaug, not kr inaug. and tmr (i mean later) i have to totter to btc in full black n white. baaahh.

on another totally random note, my dark chocolate cravings are back again, with a vengeance this time.

1:13 AM

Saturday, August 05, 2006

spring clean part one. messy messy messy.
and i realised, just for accessories-sorting and clothes packing, i'll need another long day.
gahhh i seem to love my junk.

3:21 AM

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

and so i went for a dental checkup today. turns out i need to extract my wisdom tooth. classic case of ignorance is bliss (ok maybe not) cos now i cant find a good time for the surgery cos school's starting and the second part of orientation prep is going on. and i have no desire to go to school with any discomfort in my mouth.
so anyhows, anyone who has extracted their wisdom teeth with a good dentist to recommend?

on another note, chatting with hall people like ken n qingyou brings back many memories of the past year. and now that fwoc has started (something that i thought i'll be a part of initially), i cant help but reminiscence. plus a simple message passed to me by an innocent ignorant third party "fwoc tmr lobby at 11". i almost cant bear to say, im not staying there anymore. but i know and i understand the reasons for leaving. its just that, neither can i forget the reasons for staying.

despite all these, im glad to have you here, putting up with all my nonsense, and always being around. thank you.

12:03 AM

reaching the big two
loves God, loves home, loves life
law school

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