Beautifully Broken


Saturday, May 27, 2006

To: a role model, an inspiration, and most of all, a friend.

Packing up the dreams God planted
In the fertile soil of you
Can't believe the hopes He's granted
Means a chapter in your life is through
But we'll keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
'Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong

And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say never'
Cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long to live as friends.

With the faith and love God's given
Springing from the hope we know
We will pray the joy you'll live in
Is the strength that now you show
But we'll keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
'Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong

And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say never
'Cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long to live as friends.

1:51 AM

Thursday, May 25, 2006


korea in a nutshell.

6:25 PM

Sunday, May 14, 2006

my memory is failing me.

weeks ago i was thinking of what to get for mothers' day (must have been one of those think-of-anything-but-mugging times during the exams). and then after which i sort of forgot about it. until this morning i woke for church, and realised today is the service for mothers' day. and.... DAMMNIT mothers' day! and i cant even play cheat n try to coax my lil sis into letting me share her gift cos she didnt get one as well. omg we're the worst daughters in this world.

sorry mom! i swear i'll get you something tmr before we fly off to korea! i heart you (:

on a side note, goodbye singapore for now. and goodbye to you, for now.

9:20 PM

Saturday, May 13, 2006

went to see qy and his big knee today. dont worry vainpot your scars dont look big at all.

i hate going out on rainy days. or walking on wet ground. anyways went to check out a country club near dhoby ghaut which i never knew existed. nice place really, tranquil yet sophiscated. quiet enough yet still modern. cant believed i touched a pool cue since goodness knows when. am surprised the balls didnt fly off the tables. lets not talk about the games though, after all, i played against a guy and you cant blame girls for not being as good (ok lets not be feminist for a minute or two). even crooned a couple of tunes at the karaoke rooms which were again very nice with plush couches. i think this explains my itching throat now. i dont see whats with my weak throat nowadays really.

cant wait to fly away from singapore on monday. make your last orders people. ive had loads of seaweed orders so far. haha.

and somehow, loss escalated into anguish, faded into oblivion.

12:22 AM

Thursday, May 11, 2006

alas, what a superficial world.

anyhows, was out with deegy bird the other day n we bumped into some other pri sch friend who's older. anw the guy's not the point. the point is, he said he's in the f&b line and is going to (gasp) bring in hongkong's fishballs n shuimai (NOT the usual kind you have here in spore) and other hk snacks! yessssss. no more pining for hk fishballs n shuimai. so i really wish him success in this business for my own good. haha.

on another totally random note, i curled my hair again today. spent a good old 4 hours in there. and although many have expressed shock n bewilderment at the seemingly expensive price, i think its an alright deal for cut treatment perm. thanks to eric my rather gay yet rather manly (oxymoronic i know) stylist. haha.

10:55 PM

Monday, May 08, 2006

good news is, perhaps cos of my frantic water drinking last night, i didnt end up with a throat inflammation cum fever this morning.

bad news is, i did wake with a very very vivid nightmare. so maybe it is true that dreams reflect your greatest fears. woke with a strained feeling in my heart, heartwrench i presume. and my heart stays heavy, for how long i do not know.

i know its only been this little while. but imagining things makes me less sane. maybe it'll get better when i fly to korea next week, i dont know where all this is heading though. im less composed than i predicted. and the nightmare only made things worse. it was too real. right down to the snigger in your voice.

and so i think, mere trust just isnt enough to get me by.
but as it always turns out in the end,
its okay i dont care.

10:28 PM

late nights, booze, raised voices, junk
has taken its toll on me.

am currently feeling like crap with a sore throat and i have those, you know, vulnerable feeling like im gonna be down with some fever soon or sth. and when you feel chilly even on a windless night.

thank goodness im all set with vcds to watch in the comfort of home, at least.

and where are you, when i need you most.

1:33 AM

Saturday, May 06, 2006

sometimes, i blame you for everything that i do these days
sometimes, i blame you for my semi-charmed life


then i remind myself, life's supposed to be better without you
and i wonder,
is this life?

8:57 PM

Friday, May 05, 2006


mascara anyone?

on a side note, im currently very disturbed cos i seemed to have passed a speed camera at about 110 last night when the limit was 90. i dont think i got caught actually... but i cant help feeling a tad disturbed. i hope not, pls not! fingers crossed.

4:39 PM

post exams in a brief

contracts suck shit. no time to finish. wrote gibberish. but i shall remain in happy denial till the results.

mambo brings the world together. met loads of SN people and fellow nus post-exams-finally people. and they really should have more places for bag deposits. and stupid pq i dont know where you disappeared to, me n jackie trekked thru the whole damn mambo crowd to look for you guys!

shopping sprees. room's packed with stuff with tags on still in their carriers. no more shopping for the month! ok, week maybe.

am really very tired. havent gotten proper sleep since contracts. which explains the lack of mood to even write coherently. but i relish in the feeling of strolling ard shopping, checking books out, and just bum around (:

12:24 AM

Monday, May 01, 2006


such posts are really in reflection of my near-taste of freedom.
not that its been hectic work. WHAT work?
but freedom equals no more guilt for no work done.
good. i like that.
screw you stupid notes.
(until the vice versa happens when i check the results.)

6:15 PM





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