Monday, February 27, 2006
There's a girl in the mirror
I wonder who she is
Sometimes I think I know her
Sometimes I really wish I did
There's a story in her eyes
Lullabies and goodbyes
When she's looking back at me
I can tell her heart is broken easily
'Cause the girl in my mirror
Is crying out tonight
And there's nothing I can tell her
To make her feel alright
Oh the girl in my mirror
Is crying 'cause of you
And I wish there was something
Something I could do
If I could I would tell her
Not to be afraid
The pain that she's feeling
The sense of loneliness will fade
So dry your tears and rest assured
Love will find you like before
When she's looking back at me
I know nothing really works that easily
'Cause the girl in my mirror
Is crying out tonight
And there's nothing I can tell her
Oh the girl in my mirror
Is crying 'cause of you
And I wish there was something I could do
I can't believe it's what I see
That the girl in the mirror
The girl in the mirror
Is me
shuffling songs on the ipod and hearing songs which used to be so familiar.
Saturday, February 11, 2006
just finished lo hei-ing with the neighbours. though i dont like sashimi really, but the shouts for gd luck were funny. particular fav amongst all "walk on the streets find money!" haha. but after the afternoon playing squash at the guild house, and the hanging around at night, its time to sit down n read AGAIN.
as i plough thru endless lawr materials, i cant help but wonder for the millionth time, why am i doing this. whatever happened to pursuing your dreams and interests. whatever happened to just going ahead with doing things without having to think twice thrice and so on. time and again i would think what would life be like if i had just gone ahead to take literature and psychology here, or overseas. time and again when i see the books on my shelves now i wish they were still really literature books. i wish i was studying quotes of poets and authors instead of chief justices sometimes. i wish i was reading about beautiful people in faraway lands with beautiful imagery, instead of how you need consideration for a contract. i wish i could still see things in the ways i want to and write about them, and feeling the satisfication of doing exactly that.
but time and again, i have to return here, to the real world, where grades and prestige matters. where i cant help but try to live up to expectations. where prospects matter. where everyone tells me, you're going to have a bright future.
if that is so, let me see the light.
Friday, February 10, 2006
frigging stupid.
read the wrong readings for crim law. ok so i didnt finish reading them anyway, but still i read like 3/4 of the designated readings. why, cos i forced myself to stay awake till i couldnt anymore. oh, and why i read the wrong readings? cos i frigging didnt pay attention during crim last session and missed him saying that we're gonna skip a topic. in case you didnt know, read wrong readings, doesnt mean that he's doing what i read another time, it means, he's scraping this topic from the exams, it means, i wasted my whole day doing zilch.
and im hungry now. a hungry (king) man is an unhappy (king) man.shooooooooot.
if there's one thing i really need, its discipline.
was supposed to read legal theory, no i went for ihg closing.was supposed to read legal theory after ihg closing, no i went MOSwas supposed to feel really guilty and do some readings the day after MOS, no i went TGIOwas supposed to be feeling really REALLY guilty now, no im blogging, and contemplating going for supper.
if there's one thing i really need, it IS discipline.
on a side note, ever felt like you had something watching you all the time, something at the back of your head, something disturbing, something bad you can just feel it?
oh wait, its called LAWR.
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
haha nikki asleep in my room a while after trying to read notes. as you can see, the notes are actually below her head so you must give her due credit for trying to absorb her notes into her head thru diffusion or osmosis.
and meanwhile, im trying very very hard not to cough so as not to disturb that very scientific process of learning. *stifles another cough.
such is varsity life.
Thursday, February 02, 2006
MY HANDS ARE TREMBLING!
the million dollar question: do panadols have side effects? damn.
Monday, February 27, 2006
There's a girl in the mirror
I wonder who she is
Sometimes I think I know her
Sometimes I really wish I did
There's a story in her eyes
Lullabies and goodbyes
When she's looking back at me
I can tell her heart is broken easily
'Cause the girl in my mirror
Is crying out tonight
And there's nothing I can tell her
To make her feel alright
Oh the girl in my mirror
Is crying 'cause of you
And I wish there was something
Something I could do
If I could I would tell her
Not to be afraid
The pain that she's feeling
The sense of loneliness will fade
So dry your tears and rest assured
Love will find you like before
When she's looking back at me
I know nothing really works that easily
'Cause the girl in my mirror
Is crying out tonight
And there's nothing I can tell her
Oh the girl in my mirror
Is crying 'cause of you
And I wish there was something I could do
I can't believe it's what I see
That the girl in the mirror
The girl in the mirror
Is me
shuffling songs on the ipod and hearing songs which used to be so familiar.
Saturday, February 11, 2006
just finished lo hei-ing with the neighbours. though i dont like sashimi really, but the shouts for gd luck were funny. particular fav amongst all "walk on the streets find money!" haha. but after the afternoon playing squash at the guild house, and the hanging around at night, its time to sit down n read AGAIN.
as i plough thru endless lawr materials, i cant help but wonder for the millionth time, why am i doing this. whatever happened to pursuing your dreams and interests. whatever happened to just going ahead with doing things without having to think twice thrice and so on. time and again i would think what would life be like if i had just gone ahead to take literature and psychology here, or overseas. time and again when i see the books on my shelves now i wish they were still really literature books. i wish i was studying quotes of poets and authors instead of chief justices sometimes. i wish i was reading about beautiful people in faraway lands with beautiful imagery, instead of how you need consideration for a contract. i wish i could still see things in the ways i want to and write about them, and feeling the satisfication of doing exactly that.
but time and again, i have to return here, to the real world, where grades and prestige matters. where i cant help but try to live up to expectations. where prospects matter. where everyone tells me, you're going to have a bright future.
if that is so, let me see the light.
Friday, February 10, 2006
frigging stupid.
read the wrong readings for crim law. ok so i didnt finish reading them anyway, but still i read like 3/4 of the designated readings. why, cos i forced myself to stay awake till i couldnt anymore. oh, and why i read the wrong readings? cos i frigging didnt pay attention during crim last session and missed him saying that we're gonna skip a topic. in case you didnt know, read wrong readings, doesnt mean that he's doing what i read another time, it means, he's scraping this topic from the exams, it means, i wasted my whole day doing zilch.
and im hungry now. a hungry (king) man is an unhappy (king) man.shooooooooot.
if there's one thing i really need, its discipline.
was supposed to read legal theory, no i went for ihg closing.was supposed to read legal theory after ihg closing, no i went MOSwas supposed to feel really guilty and do some readings the day after MOS, no i went TGIOwas supposed to be feeling really REALLY guilty now, no im blogging, and contemplating going for supper.
if there's one thing i really need, it IS discipline.
on a side note, ever felt like you had something watching you all the time, something at the back of your head, something disturbing, something bad you can just feel it?
oh wait, its called LAWR.
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
haha nikki asleep in my room a while after trying to read notes. as you can see, the notes are actually below her head so you must give her due credit for trying to absorb her notes into her head thru diffusion or osmosis.
and meanwhile, im trying very very hard not to cough so as not to disturb that very scientific process of learning. *stifles another cough.
such is varsity life.
Thursday, February 02, 2006
MY HANDS ARE TREMBLING!
the million dollar question: do panadols have side effects? damn.
