Beautifully Broken

Saturday, April 29, 2006

whoa. retribution for sleeping n not mugging. i wake up to being tagged. haha by a good friend nonetheless. fine here's to you (:

1. Who are you? - kingman
2. Are we friends? - haha sure, and teammates. hahaha. friends are more than mere meeting all the time.
3. When and how did we meet? - haha omg hmm i know! same orientation group! err sec one? i have that freaky photo where we look damn toot. haha and the days where you came down to my class to see if ive ended class!
4. Do you have a crush on me? - oh yes i have a super crush on you. super.
5. Would you ever be attracted to me? - haha oh yeah! let's have our own version of brokeback! dots.
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. - blur queen! haha speaks for itself.
7. Describe me in one word. - bubbly.
8. What was your first impression? - this is tough. hmm somewhat quiet at first? (honestly i cant remember) haha but anyway if i ever thought you were quite quiet, boy was i wrong.
9. Do you still think that way about me now? - haha i answered that above already.
10. What reminds you of me? - wushu, memory loss cases (omg i remembered i freaked out that time u bumped your head!), bball, st nicks, 4 faith
11. If you could give me anything what would it be? - a new hp? (haha is yours still spoilt?). no la, if really anything, happiness?
12. How well do you know me? - hmm hard to say now cos our lives havent crossed in a while. haha shall solve this when we meet up in the hols yeah.
13. When's the last time you saw me? - couple of weeks ago at arts canteen. laksa yong tau foo i remember!
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? - i guess i can tell you almost anything. hmm that you're a friend i'll never forget? haha
15. Will you ever die for me? - HAHA lets hope it doesnt have to come to that. erps.

*edited later on: ive decided to be kind n not tag the people after all. and also cos someone's complained they cant copy n paste from here. ctrl C next time hun (:

6:09 PM

Every time I think of you
I get a shot right through into a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine but it's a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say
I feel fine and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way,
I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then we'd never see just what we're meant to be
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say

2:22 PM

Thursday, April 27, 2006

got tagged to do this. but hey seriously, anything's better than mugging for exams.

My ex is a guy.
Maybe I should screw the exams and fly overseas.
I love God, my family, and someone.
I dont understand science.
I lose track of people's birthday very often, sorry!
People say i have small eyes.
Love is patient, love is kind... check the Bible people.
Somewhere, someone cares for you.
I will always love you sounds like a song title.
Forever is an overrated hyperbolic term.
I never want to have to worry.
I think the current US President is rich.
When I wake up in the morning i check the time.
My past was something i'd rather forget.
I get annoyed when im pmsing.
Parties are for fun?
Kisses are the best when they're sweet.
Tomorrow is another trying-to-not-slack-but-might-end-up-blogging day.
I really want to travel round the world.
I have low tolerance for caffeine.

9:04 PM

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

this is for the people who have passed me donations to give to shufang and have in one way or another expressed their concerns. shufang's best friends have set up a blog for her where they'll keep everyone updated.

10:03 PM

Sunday, April 23, 2006

seemed like just yesterday when we were all young, and carefree. its no small feat to keep together since years ago from primary school. and we're not prepared to let you fight alone now, not after all the years and the memories. glad you're home now with your most loved ones. and you'll always be in our prayers. we love you shufang! (:

8:19 PM

Saturday, April 22, 2006

this is one driving experience you might never have.

and so it was, it began when i was walking to the car, pressed to unlock the car from more than a metre away, and strolling towards the driver's seat. procedure involved (all in retarded slow motion cos it was early in the morning) throwing my bag onto the seat, strolling over to the opposite side to open the compartment to take out the silly i-havent-yet-reached-one-year-after-getting-a-license signs (wait n see, im reaching one year soon, byebye signs), sticking those signs on the front, and strolling to the back to do the same.

and then finally i got into the driver's seat and started fiddling with my handphone to plug in the handsfree and all. (note that all this while i havent started the engine yet) and the door automatically locked itself cos its been a while since i unlocked it but yet i havent started the engine (ahhhh safety features). so i thought, oh biggie, im in the car anyway, you wanna auto lock then go ahead.

big mistake.

so i was cruising along out of the neighbourhood, and then i realised everytime the car passed by some little hump on the road it'll make a beeping sound. bewildered, i checked that yes its in D=Drive, yes i've released the hand brake (sorry i have a history of driving with the hand brake on n causing the back tyres to burn. yes i've breathed in much toxic rubber fumes). and so i just left myself in denial and thought ok whatever, i cant stop you from beeping.

bigger mistake.

so i reached the highway. drive.... hump (BEEPING)... drive... uneven road (BEEPING MORE)... drive... and then it came. SIREN NOISES from my car. in the middle of the highway, in the middle lane, in between everyone else... siren as in like freaking loud eeee-oooooreesss and whirling police-like sirens WHOOOOO-WHEEEEE WHOOOO-WHEEEEE.... and i was like WTF.

had to pull over on the road shoulder on a freaky bustling highway to check what the heck is wrong. i was already prepared to see some part of the car dropping off or something. (presumed the beeping was a warning and the sirens an ultimatum).

and then it hit me. i stopped the engine. took out the keys. clicked on that damn lock-unlock button to relock n unlock the car. finally the damn sirens stopped. (if you still dont understand by this point in time, MY CAR THOUGHT I WAS A CAR THIEF, remember how it auto locked as safety feature? apparently im not supposed to just ignore n start driving after it auto locks without engine running).

not to mention i had to bid my time for a while before being able to cut back into the expressway from the shoulder.


1:18 PM

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

i saw the message
and i thought of what has been in my prayers all this while,

oh God, please grant her a miracle.

4:03 PM

Sunday, April 09, 2006

"we're the substitute people"

i live in denial of what i know
i thrived in the decadence
longing for the unattainable simplicity

and it's crazy, how your scent lingers

but we're the substitute people
and maybe that's why
we don't matter.

2:01 AM

Thursday, April 06, 2006

mental note to self:
never ever drink on an empty stomach again.

tg settlers outing photos out soon, once i get them (i forgot my camera, whats new) and well, if i feel like it.

11:39 PM

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

joel's birthday, very belated.

nancy's birthday. those mahjong addicts. check out terence with a broken finger STILL playing mahjong. haha sorry nancy i HAD to put that pic. well at least you have rebec n me to accompany you in that erm, pose.

shufang's birthday. hey sf we all love you! may you and your family be richly blessed. see you soon again k! hope you had a happy time (:

11:19 AM

reaching the big two
loves God, loves home, loves life
law school

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