Monday, May 08, 2006
good news is, perhaps cos of my frantic water drinking last night, i didnt end up with a throat inflammation cum fever this morning.
bad news is, i did wake with a very very vivid nightmare. so maybe it is true that dreams reflect your greatest fears. woke with a strained feeling in my heart, heartwrench i presume. and my heart stays heavy, for how long i do not know.
i know its only been this little while. but imagining things makes me less sane. maybe it'll get better when i fly to korea next week, i dont know where all this is heading though. im less composed than i predicted. and the nightmare only made things worse. it was too real. right down to the snigger in your voice.
and so i think, mere trust just isnt enough to get me by.
but as it always turns out in the end,
its okay i dont care.
Monday, May 08, 2006
good news is, perhaps cos of my frantic water drinking last night, i didnt end up with a throat inflammation cum fever this morning.
bad news is, i did wake with a very very vivid nightmare. so maybe it is true that dreams reflect your greatest fears. woke with a strained feeling in my heart, heartwrench i presume. and my heart stays heavy, for how long i do not know.
i know its only been this little while. but imagining things makes me less sane. maybe it'll get better when i fly to korea next week, i dont know where all this is heading though. im less composed than i predicted. and the nightmare only made things worse. it was too real. right down to the snigger in your voice.
and so i think, mere trust just isnt enough to get me by.
but as it always turns out in the end,
its okay i dont care.
