Monday, May 16, 2005
that piece of shit has gotten himself a gf! luckily his gf is... ok im sorry... not pretty. haha shit im such a bitch. but it's lucky that she's not pretty, else i'll feel indignant. i've been feeling mysteriously good when i see couples matching in looks (whether good or bad looking) together, i cant stand it when i see a pretty girl with an ugly guy or vice versa. i know it sounds really bitchy, but i'd rather see matching couples, don't ask me why. oh dear, im becoming abnormal. oh and guess wad, he called me a BITCH (hey only i can call myself that, and close girl friends), and he said "do take care alot.. don't get hurt again.. cos you probably will.. HAHA!" oh my, epitome of childish behaviour.
just had boxing yday. my arms are aching as im typing this entry man. but the aching is not even from the boxing, its from holding the paddings for your partner. they're heavy! and my instructor's quite funny, and he has nice legs. haha.
meanwhile, im in a dilemma. cant make things more explicit here as everyone knows how open blogs are, just need to get some stuff out of my system. is it actually right to play? can playing really not involve any (and i mean ANY) emotions at all? or do you get better at it the more you play? who should or should not be played with? if the person's good, then you'll hurt the person by playing with him. but if the person is a fellow player, then what's this, playing with each other? sometimes i can't fathom the meaning of all these.
Monday, May 16, 2005
that piece of shit has gotten himself a gf! luckily his gf is... ok im sorry... not pretty. haha shit im such a bitch. but it's lucky that she's not pretty, else i'll feel indignant. i've been feeling mysteriously good when i see couples matching in looks (whether good or bad looking) together, i cant stand it when i see a pretty girl with an ugly guy or vice versa. i know it sounds really bitchy, but i'd rather see matching couples, don't ask me why. oh dear, im becoming abnormal. oh and guess wad, he called me a BITCH (hey only i can call myself that, and close girl friends), and he said "do take care alot.. don't get hurt again.. cos you probably will.. HAHA!" oh my, epitome of childish behaviour.
just had boxing yday. my arms are aching as im typing this entry man. but the aching is not even from the boxing, its from holding the paddings for your partner. they're heavy! and my instructor's quite funny, and he has nice legs. haha.
meanwhile, im in a dilemma. cant make things more explicit here as everyone knows how open blogs are, just need to get some stuff out of my system. is it actually right to play? can playing really not involve any (and i mean ANY) emotions at all? or do you get better at it the more you play? who should or should not be played with? if the person's good, then you'll hurt the person by playing with him. but if the person is a fellow player, then what's this, playing with each other? sometimes i can't fathom the meaning of all these.
