Monday, April 11, 2005
i did it.
i successfully stepped over the limits of his patience and he exploded. majorly.
no there was no conventional arguments, no screaming or shouting, no hurling of insults, no slaps, no nothing. he simply told me over the phone calmly (or stone-ly, as usual) that he was tired. tired of giving in, tired of finding ways to appease my anger, tired of being paranoid that i'll elope with some other guy. and then, he DISAPPEARED. then came all the guilt n tears n "what now?!", coupled with mad impulsive suggestions by various helpful individuals -
peiqin - wait for him under his block the whole day! we can bring mahjong table n play while waiting!!!
me - erm. i dunno his address. and i dunno how to play mahjong (sinks into depression n guilt mode again)
teresa - rush down to his chalet to find him!!! (he was apparently at a chalet, and teresa got his friend's number from me n called to check the address) yes rush down to the chalet to confront him! and by the way can we stop by KFC first?
me - he'll think i'm psychotic!! noooo!! and WHAT kfc.
brenda - just dump him. there're many pebbles on the beach. just flirt with many many guys so that you won't commit too much emotions to one!
me - *blank look
zexi - write him snail mails! (cos his hp got problem, cant contact) send him nice stuff! go look for him! do nice stuff!
me - (same old problem) i dunno his address. (sinks back into "what now" mode once again)
alan - it was all your fault la. who ask you to treat him so badly! zao zhi ru ci, he bi dang chu!
me - yes yes yes. so NOW WHAT.
there were loads of other advice offered in good-will to me. too many to mention. thanks for being there for me when i was such a wreck. haha esp to peiqin who sacrificed her sleep n talked to me till 5plus am n came down to meet me. and teresa who talked to me tons of times in person n also over phone (even arguing with roy indirectly cos of my experience. oops) brenda for your very cynical but encouraging advice. zexi n alan for offering a listening ear, a shoulder to cry on and erm also to beat him up if i wanted to. etc etc. many many people. thanks dears! you are all so nice! (: and thank God for listening to my prayers.
well anyways now the whole thing's blown over. he miraculously just suddenly wasn't unhappy anymore n we're more or less alright now. i know teresa might kill me if she reads this but somehow i still feel abit weird. maybe cos i still dont get to talk to him often n his damn phone's down. lack of communication. oh wells. the troubles of not being single. so all single people out there, cherish your status and have as much fun as possible while you can!
by the way, if you guys are free during lunch hours n will be near city hall or bugis, call me for lunch! i need lunch kakis! (peiqin go work soon! i want laksa!)
Monday, April 11, 2005
i did it.
i successfully stepped over the limits of his patience and he exploded. majorly.
no there was no conventional arguments, no screaming or shouting, no hurling of insults, no slaps, no nothing. he simply told me over the phone calmly (or stone-ly, as usual) that he was tired. tired of giving in, tired of finding ways to appease my anger, tired of being paranoid that i'll elope with some other guy. and then, he DISAPPEARED. then came all the guilt n tears n "what now?!", coupled with mad impulsive suggestions by various helpful individuals -
peiqin - wait for him under his block the whole day! we can bring mahjong table n play while waiting!!!
me - erm. i dunno his address. and i dunno how to play mahjong (sinks into depression n guilt mode again)
teresa - rush down to his chalet to find him!!! (he was apparently at a chalet, and teresa got his friend's number from me n called to check the address) yes rush down to the chalet to confront him! and by the way can we stop by KFC first?
me - he'll think i'm psychotic!! noooo!! and WHAT kfc.
brenda - just dump him. there're many pebbles on the beach. just flirt with many many guys so that you won't commit too much emotions to one!
me - *blank look
zexi - write him snail mails! (cos his hp got problem, cant contact) send him nice stuff! go look for him! do nice stuff!
me - (same old problem) i dunno his address. (sinks back into "what now" mode once again)
alan - it was all your fault la. who ask you to treat him so badly! zao zhi ru ci, he bi dang chu!
me - yes yes yes. so NOW WHAT.
there were loads of other advice offered in good-will to me. too many to mention. thanks for being there for me when i was such a wreck. haha esp to peiqin who sacrificed her sleep n talked to me till 5plus am n came down to meet me. and teresa who talked to me tons of times in person n also over phone (even arguing with roy indirectly cos of my experience. oops) brenda for your very cynical but encouraging advice. zexi n alan for offering a listening ear, a shoulder to cry on and erm also to beat him up if i wanted to. etc etc. many many people. thanks dears! you are all so nice! (: and thank God for listening to my prayers.
well anyways now the whole thing's blown over. he miraculously just suddenly wasn't unhappy anymore n we're more or less alright now. i know teresa might kill me if she reads this but somehow i still feel abit weird. maybe cos i still dont get to talk to him often n his damn phone's down. lack of communication. oh wells. the troubles of not being single. so all single people out there, cherish your status and have as much fun as possible while you can!
by the way, if you guys are free during lunch hours n will be near city hall or bugis, call me for lunch! i need lunch kakis! (peiqin go work soon! i want laksa!)
