Tuesday, April 19, 2005
am dying from research in office right now. staring at taiwanese websites and their unsimplified chinese words. not that i cant read chinese. but its just... yawns.
anyways, was back from class chalet a couple of days ago. the chalet was beeeeg. and i realised i didnt even go upstairs to look?! xtina was such a great host anyways, doing practically evrything! sorry girl, i really would have offered more help if i wasnt in that crappy mood over some arse-you-know-who-hole. too bad i missed the chicken kebabs ):
i have concluded that i'm totally unfit and am turning into some fat accumulating barrel now. despite booking the courts for two hours, due to unforeseen circumstances such as nancy's period woes, we only squashed for less than an hour. and guess wad, my arm is aching already. how pathetic is that. not to mention that as im typing, in a desperate attempt to stay awake during work (abeit not very useful), im drinking milo n choco baby n crystal jade buns. (yes girls, the signs of recovery from a broken relationship, im getting back my horrifying appetite!) before that it was like i had totally no mood for eating nor shopping! now, THAT was something serious. (now i sound like a total bimbo)
i'm getting better these days. did not drop a tear since sunday (despite horrible sudden multiple breakdowns on saturday). his hi card has ran out of cash again, just as well, then i'm forced not to contact him at all. the only problem now is that, i seem to keep dreaming of him, not that i can help it. even indirectly he'll appear in my dreams somehow (for example i'll dream of someone else talking to me abt our breaking up). no wonder it's always in the morning when i feel like crap. but i really gotta thank him for something though. cos of him (cos i uncontrollably cried at home), i actually talked to my mum abt this. and finally after so many years i told her all abt my relationships. (ok so i left out the fact that the first one was abusive n i lied that this latest one is only ONE year younger, but not that the past matters anymore right) so after so many years of unspoken 'hidden' boyfriends, suddenly evrything came to light! good for the mother-daughter bonding thingy huh. for the record my mum doesnt even like him as a guy after all that i told her anyway. she thinks he's too indecisive n too young. think her exact words (in cantonese) were "huh it's so unlike you to be with such a guy!" hrmm. right.
alright, bastardish guys aside, i shld be going diving this sunday till next week! havent asked for leave though, shit. tentatively it might be at tioman. think beaches, sun, tan, scenery, good food and hunks! haha anyone wanna come? im going with my relatives but my mum asked if i wanna bring any friends. its just a few days, short trip, really affordable. deciding on korea trip in june. might be going back to hk too. it all depends. this is good, i totally need a break.
oh and thanks girls for the encouraging (and a little outraged) tags.. haha
cand: guys are really weird arent they? we really shld meet up soon by the way
xtina: yes please go ahead n shoot him. as gory as possible please.
geri: haha thanks i know he's not worth it. guys suck. haha
meanwhile i shall go back to taiwan real estate and choco baby. i love my job.
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
am dying from research in office right now. staring at taiwanese websites and their unsimplified chinese words. not that i cant read chinese. but its just... yawns.
anyways, was back from class chalet a couple of days ago. the chalet was beeeeg. and i realised i didnt even go upstairs to look?! xtina was such a great host anyways, doing practically evrything! sorry girl, i really would have offered more help if i wasnt in that crappy mood over some arse-you-know-who-hole. too bad i missed the chicken kebabs ):
i have concluded that i'm totally unfit and am turning into some fat accumulating barrel now. despite booking the courts for two hours, due to unforeseen circumstances such as nancy's period woes, we only squashed for less than an hour. and guess wad, my arm is aching already. how pathetic is that. not to mention that as im typing, in a desperate attempt to stay awake during work (abeit not very useful), im drinking milo n choco baby n crystal jade buns. (yes girls, the signs of recovery from a broken relationship, im getting back my horrifying appetite!) before that it was like i had totally no mood for eating nor shopping! now, THAT was something serious. (now i sound like a total bimbo)
i'm getting better these days. did not drop a tear since sunday (despite horrible sudden multiple breakdowns on saturday). his hi card has ran out of cash again, just as well, then i'm forced not to contact him at all. the only problem now is that, i seem to keep dreaming of him, not that i can help it. even indirectly he'll appear in my dreams somehow (for example i'll dream of someone else talking to me abt our breaking up). no wonder it's always in the morning when i feel like crap. but i really gotta thank him for something though. cos of him (cos i uncontrollably cried at home), i actually talked to my mum abt this. and finally after so many years i told her all abt my relationships. (ok so i left out the fact that the first one was abusive n i lied that this latest one is only ONE year younger, but not that the past matters anymore right) so after so many years of unspoken 'hidden' boyfriends, suddenly evrything came to light! good for the mother-daughter bonding thingy huh. for the record my mum doesnt even like him as a guy after all that i told her anyway. she thinks he's too indecisive n too young. think her exact words (in cantonese) were "huh it's so unlike you to be with such a guy!" hrmm. right.
alright, bastardish guys aside, i shld be going diving this sunday till next week! havent asked for leave though, shit. tentatively it might be at tioman. think beaches, sun, tan, scenery, good food and hunks! haha anyone wanna come? im going with my relatives but my mum asked if i wanna bring any friends. its just a few days, short trip, really affordable. deciding on korea trip in june. might be going back to hk too. it all depends. this is good, i totally need a break.
oh and thanks girls for the encouraging (and a little outraged) tags.. haha
cand: guys are really weird arent they? we really shld meet up soon by the way
xtina: yes please go ahead n shoot him. as gory as possible please.
geri: haha thanks i know he's not worth it. guys suck. haha
meanwhile i shall go back to taiwan real estate and choco baby. i love my job.
